Held Feelings

I want to run as far away as possible.
I won't ever look back.
The past is behind me
and it has nothing to offer.
There's nothing.

I'm lost,
trapped in another world.
I'm alone and scared.
I keep calling out
but no one hears my screams.

The world stops spinning,
the clouds get darker,
the Earth is chilled,
yet I am still alone
and I know you'll never come.
You never came before,
so why would you show up now?

You're pathetic,
yet somehow,
I still care.